I'm supposed to be asleep right now cause i'm exhausted. But i couldn't.
There's just too many things bugging me on my mind. Too many things i'm unhappy about.
Why can't people just be fair and considerate to others? What the hell do they think la? People who are in their favor or they is to their liking deserve a better treatment? WELL, WHAT THE ABOUT THE OTHERS?! We just have to watch and keep our mouths shut although we feel unhappy? Don't we have the right to voice out what we feel?
I just can't help feeling this way. I really dunno whether do i have the right to feel this way because every single time i think about this, i feel guilty. Although i didn't do anything wrong. I just wish i can tell them. Their ways just makes me feel that i'm worthless compared to their friends.
Whenever i'm sick or absent, its like as if i'm invincible. Some idiots don't even know whether i'm there or not. Its like as if my presence doesn't make any difference. Whether i'm there or not- they just don't bother! is it that hard to just ask if i'm ok? Apparently, they have better things to do.
All this has been really going on and on my mind these few days. Its VERY VERY UNFAIR on how they treat certain people. I just hope this doesn't go on CAUSE I SERIOUSLY CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!
Now, that its off my chest, i hope i can sleep better at night. I'm still unhappy. Aargh!
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