Saturday, 21 June 2008
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life's not really good right now. everything seems wrong. nothing is right. waking up is getting more and more difficult. Sigh.
they say more hurtful things. they ignore even more then they ever did before. i just hate getting out of the house. i don't even like staying in. either i appear invisible or they just expect me to take everything they say and act like as if nothing happened. i would just appreciate if they realized that i have feelings too. i just want to be alone.
there is nothing much to look forward to. everything sucks.
i got back my statistics test results back. and it was awful. i felt like the dumbest person alive. one of classmate even got 100 marks. why does it always got to be like this?
waited for the bus alone as usual. then, i saw the bus coming. i got down from the bus stop to get up the bus.
guess what? The bus just passed by! OMG! i was furious! i heard some giggles from my back. some idiots were laughing me. felt like screaming at their faces. i was already having a bad day and they are helping making it worse.
i went back and sat down quietly. Waited for the stupid bus. Finally, it came.
there is so many things to do but so little time. homework, assignments, past year papers, tests! Arrgh! i'm gonna drop dead anytime.
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Comments (3)
Hey my little petunia!
Everything's wrong? =( Ignore those stupid people. It burns your ears, but you must stand strong okay!! Anything, CALL or SMS me!!! I am never too busy to hear your voice okay??? Thanks for your concern girl..
Love you lots. Be strong! For yourself and so those idiots can shove their ego up in their butt.
=)
@wolvienicywinter - He he... thanks a bunch! hope to see you soon! miss u lots...=D
Heyy! Dont worry larhh..v r in the same boat though..so juz dun have that negative thoughtss..i noe u can do it smarty-pants..so relax kk..tcare =)..hope can make out dis friday..hehe..
..c yaaa ..~
P/S : Nice layout..hehe..black roxx!